I really do

You wonder whats the matter
You just think I'm shy
but that's not what it is
The truth is I'm trying to hide

I'm trying to hold back my feelings
I don't want to get to close
I fear that you might hurt me
I'll suffer the most

I tell myself your not him
You tell me your not like other guys
But that doesn't stop my fear
I still think you might make me cry

As hard as i try i just cant
Push myself next to you
Although I care so much about us
And i want to be with you