Undecided
Not for sure
Don’t know what
I’m looking for
Never happy
or satisfied
The pain is incredible
How it hurts inside
You lie to me once
When else have you lied?
When I close my eyes
I see your face
no,
not close up
but in a far off place
I hear your voice
a distant weep
I lie awake at night
it won’t let me sleep
emotions raging
still undecided
somewhere along the path
I’ve been misguided
I’ve taken a wrong turn
I went the wrong way
I’m losing my mind
don’t know what to say
I never thought I’d live
to see this day.
Pleading insanity before your face
you look disappointed,
but you don’t dare be embraced,
embraced by this love
surrounded with such hate
but we know not what we do
when love’s overtaken by fate
this fate we speak so freely of
can make or break our so called love
no one knows the part it plays
in the life and choices we make every day
pretending to be
something your not
must be the worst possible twist
in life’s winding plot
don’t give up on the story
the story of life
like a good movie
when you least expect it
you’ll be surprised.
