I want to hear

You tell me to be happy
You tell me not to cry
but I hunny I dont think you see
Your the reason why.

Somedays you make me laugh
and other times I cry
you tell me you love me
then you turn around and lie.

We can't be together
because it would be better for me
You said you'd break my heart
you said you might cheat.

Sometimes when you hold me
I just wanna die
because it makes me feel loved
oh, I wish you were still my guy.

For now my heart is still tortured
Even though you are still near
But I know it will break again
I love you is what I wish to hear

*writers block.