This Feeling

You sit there and try to mold me
Into someone that im not
into someone i'll never be
You try and fail, its not worth the shot

You cant change me into
A happy worry free girl
I try though just for you
But my life is starting to whirl

My eyes are a blurr
My mind is starting to spin
Will i make it? I'm just not sure
But i have this feeling death will win