Confused

Laying on my crimson floor
Thoughts of you cross my mind
I want to run away
I know I want you all the time

But here I am again in a mess
I thought to you I\'d fallen from earth
I wish I could figure out everything
I wish I could just magically fix this

I know I cant as much as I try
You lost my trust not so long ago
When you said your goodbye
Right when I needed you most

Sitting now on my crimson floor
I add somemore color
In fear of myself and this situation
More so in fear that I might\'ve found another