To All the People I Once Love (RIP) true story

Today… I have decided,
To write my pain in this slate,
To make my heart stop from breaking,
To make my eyes stop from crying…

To all the people I once love,
That flew away one by one like a dove,
I will cherish all the memories,
I will love you till eternity…

My dad who left me almost 3 years ago,
Left me none but pain that won’t let go,
It broke my heart… I know it did,
But what can I do? It was god’s will…
(REST IN PEACE daddy)

To all the people I once love,
To my love ones I beg to have,
Please… do come back to me,
And save my heart to it’s eternal grieve…

My lover who died 2 years ago,
I witnessed his pain… I saw it all,
From the hospital where he laid,
Again! I plead for God to make him stay…
(REST IN PEACE john loyd)

To all the people I once love,
That now belongs from up above,
Look down and wipe my tears,
Come down and sweep my fears…

My friend… she committed suicide,
Not long ago after my lover died,
Over dozer her self with them vicious pills,
Now 6 feet under… her self she have sealed…
(REST IN PEACE chanda)

To all the people I once love,
Who gave me all even this frown,
Do touch my heart and understand,
That in this pain… I cannot stand…

6 weeks later… my best friend came,
Grieving with her eternal pain,
Her bf died from saving her life,
And then she followed… in pain she didn’t survive…
(REST IN PEACE catelyn)

To all the people I once love,
That now lives behind those clouds,
Help me mend… help me please,
I’m crying… I’m down on my knees…

5 months have pass…
I thought killings have last,
But… no it didn’t end in there,
For history repeats it self…

After the Halloween party,
My friend came… feeling uneasy,
I let him talk… I thought he got over it,
But the next day he was found hanging with a slit on his wrist…
(REST IN PEACE aldwin)

To all the people I once love,
Lift me up… offer a helping hand,
My heart is weak,
It refuses to breathe…

11 months later… I said now it’s my turn,
It’s time for the wheel to turn,
I slit my skin till bone raise high,
High my love… high till I die…
(WHY DID YOU LET ME SURVIVE?)

To all the people I once love,
That I have escorted one by one to that ground,
Now it’s my time to be in heaven,
It’s my time to feel happiness again…

After I recovered, less than a month later,
My friend he came and became bitter,
He repeated the history, skin he slit,
Creating wounds so deep on his wrist…
(REST IN PEACE von)

To the people I once love,
Remember the love that we once had,
Remember all the memories that broke our hearts,
Remember everything even the saddest part…

But before all that...
Lets go back down to the past,
It was 1997 when my cousin died,
Got shot... he didn't survive...
His killer still out there,
Left us nothing but tears that always linger...
(REST IN PEACE shyboi)

Now that my faith has totally blown away,
I don’t know how to kneel down and pray,
But no matter what… I still trust Him,
For I know… all of you are in heaven together with Him…