Happy Birthday Mom

Mom i want you wish you a happy birthday! i know i did some things to make you mad but i regret it and i am mourning without you by my side! i take back the words i said to you on the night you died, those words were "i hate you and i wish you would die" i walked out and didn't turn back you went looking for me in the pouring rain and instead of finding me you found your death! it's been three years on this sad day and i miss you so all i wanted to say as i stand over your grave and cry is, "i love you and Happy Birthday"