I cAnT bElIeVe It by:PaPiZpRiNcEsS

I know it was hard when we went to different schools.
But we said trust we needed and it was cool.
But what you did was just so cruel.

I know we broke up because you said you wanted a brake.
you said you didn't know why.
Then you made an excuse about us being a mistake.
After all the memories that have passed us by.
Why would you go and lie.

I know many girls liked you.
But you told me that you told them you had a girlfriend.
But today I found out that the words you told me weren't true.
And really you told them you didn't have a girlfriend.

As I was trying my hardest to keep us together.
I now know you were unfaithful.
Maybe now its better
But I dint know if I can trust you fully.

I kept to myself
Didn't bother with any boys.
My feelings I kept and didn't tell.
But I guess that was only my choice.

I went crazy during the week cuz
I couldn't see you.
But I guess you were having fun.
Ive always loved you.
But now were done.

Infidelity temps us all.
You at school cheating.
While I was there seeing other couples in the hall.
Thinking they're not as cute as we've been.
But I guess I was wrong.

I just cant believe you could take my trust for you like that,
And throw it all away.
I thought we were perfect.
In each and every way.
I gave love, you gave neglect.

Know we go to the same school.
Now I know why you didn't want me to come.
Cant follow relationship rules.
I dint know how I could be so dumb.

Talking to other girls on the phone while I was waiting for you to finish patiently.
You said they were just girls who were friends.
Always talking to them when I try calling you consistently.
I was always lovey, and you just pretended.

Just all the memories that I thought were special.
Really dint mean S*** now.
I thought we were fit for life but I guess it was artificial.
I just look back and wonder how.

You played me so well that I never would have thought.
That you could go behind my back and do me like you did.
You have no idea what your games have brought.
Our relationship was great I loved it.

Tumbling in the snow.
Always on your face was a special glow.

Christmas was great
I spent all my Christmas money on you.
We watched the snow fall when it was real real late.
I really had so much love for you.

Remember when we always use to rescle and you'd always let me win.
Or when you fell down the stairs chasing me.
Upon my face was always a grin.
Always kissing my tears and being so sweet.

I attended all your family gatherings.
And they became my own.
You'll never know how much that meant to me.
But now I feel so alone.

I just wish this never happened.
If only I was good enough.
I still have memories that keep me laugh-in.
And enough sad stuff to keep me crying.

I'll always love you.
I just cant believe you would let this all go.
But remember Ill always love you so.