Sorrowful Nightmare

I can never sleep comfortably
Not knowing whats not okay
Every day tragedy

Sometimes I just want to wish away this unhappiness
Let go of it again
I try and try
But it keeps coming back

I'm afraid its endless
This cursed life I live
My bones are rotting
Theres nothing for me to give

I cannot ignore this eternal pain
Forever its here, inside to remain
I hate it so much I want it to die
But all it does is make me shut up and cry

I try to overcome it
Yet its too strong to beat
Our anger in the air
This hot heat

Too weak to go on
I drag into bed
This depression will live on
I can never forget what I just said

My life will never me admired
Nothing is what it seems
Hidden Tears
Torn Dreams

You can never want to be like me
Living like this isn't what you want to be
I dream of living happily
But that just a fairy tale
Something fake like my smile

Its a nightmare how day after day my madness repeats
Overflowing my head I cannot speak
Hopefully someday it will pass
But for now it keeps saying with a evil laugh
That it will last