WHY??

I've been walking Earth
Trying to finish my destination
craving for an explanation
why Am I here
Is it to piss off people
to dis like people
what is my mission here
I've been slipping away from God
AH MAN!!
An operation couldn't fix my heart
The Crucifixion Jesus Christ had is a splinter on my heart
I spilled river's of tears for him
and yet my mission feels incomplete
with many grief build up on my shoulders
I don't need to plea for mercy
I'll DIE for Christ, if I have to
but my blood is not worthy for Christ.....

I COULDN'T THINK OF HOW TO END IT, PLEASE COMMENT!!