Confused...

Losing feelings
Hope leaves the body.
Wondering...
Hoping...
Will she stay or will she leave tonight?
I never meant for this...
These feelings trapped in my body
I struggle to forget
Dying days...
Bleeding life soaking through the cracks...
This isn't what I wanted...
This isn't how I imagined it
I didn't want it to end like this...
Differences keeping us apart...
Wounds holding us together...
Love binding us in the opposites...
Missing touch... missing thoughts...
Ending of the evil
Wanting this to finally be over...
But it only makes me want it more...