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by Krete Nov 20, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
Geriatric Jitters, looking for some critters, someone to hold my nitters. The little girl with a saddening face, the little boy with hands disgraced, I call them both, I call again, they deny my tears. Often at day, so restless am i. I tell stories both wide and tall. Ridiculous and inconclusive, lies to make them vision. Perfectly rehearsed, saddening tones. Broken notes, untuned piano tunes. Simply perfect I remind myself, they'll come. But as the days pass, and they pass me bye, I just kind of cry, and a part of me dies. Its hard when they help others, and you are left to be an ignored ignorant person. So, sigh at it, I think, and go back to tails of misery.