There,
That’s the last time!
I care
To stop your suicide.
I can’t
Take anymore!
There’s
Nothing for you to live for…
And now I know,
It was right in front of me,
Guess that’s too close,
To see so clearly,
But now I do,
And all I see is you.
You,
Just wouldn’t dare!
It’s true
I know you won’t go there.
But who
Would, I wonder?
Defy to,
Fall through the thunder…
And now I know,
Instead of saving you,
I should just let go,
I’m holding onto,
Nothing, and so,
If I should fall,
I’ll bring with me it all…
Don’t look to me,
To end all your pain,
I can’t say sorry,
It’ll just happen again.
So don’t hold on,
Cos I’m not as strong,
As you, you’re wrong,
I’m the weaker one.
Let me drop,
I’ll gladly leave you,
I’ve had enough,
This is what I must do,
And don’t look back,
On me, promise that.
You won’t feel sorrow,
Or any grief,
When you let me go,
Just watch me leave,
And that’s the end,
Killed by my dearest friend.
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For anyone who’s confused, it’s basically about a friend of mine who was suicidal, and I was constantly trying to bring her back, and keep her safe. It would take up all my time, and she never showed any appreciation. Which upset me quite a lot, eventually, I was becoming more and more depressed, and instead of caring about me, I was looking out for her. Until I got to this stage, where I don’t have enough to care for either of us.
