Im tired

I'm tired of watching you
knowing that you never think of me
I'm tired of waiting for you
because i will never be able to go to you
I'm tired of caring for someone who doesn't know i exist
hoping that maybe with one problem you could come to me
I'M tired of writing to you
then getting scared and throwing it all away
I'm tired of watching you with her
Shes my age yet when it comes to me your telling everyone age matters
I'm tired of the shy ways i have
and i know that if it was up to me
there would be an US
but with the way i am
all i can say is that I'm Tired