Very beatiful..You're a great writer..I have been in a Same Situation..Kinda I mean..No one Can Have Pain The same degree..But..I think That you shouldn't Kill your self..Death is not the answer..

Chris

suicide is selfish. love yourself your beautiful...and well, if we didnt have bad times we would not be human. we learn from our struggles. trust in that.loves
ps.check out my poems
God bless you.