I can’t stop to shed another vulnerable tear.
I have been longing for you, for you to be near.
I need your hugs… but it’s all gone down.
I am guilty, filled with guilt, I can’t stop to frown.
I know the main reason, why we are apart.
It is cause of me, I messed up, I think I broke your heart.
Your heart is all torn, and mines you just don’t know.
I am hurt completely, but I won’t let that show.
I used to cry, almost every night….
But I’m stronger now,
I am learning how to take this fight.
By telling myself I’ll be all right.
I love you too much, to throw all this on you.
I rather blame myself then to speak the truth.
And I don’t care if you messed up too.
I made things worse in this so called game.
Though you could never understand me,
I am still gonna take the blame.
But you know what would burn me badly?
How you could never stop…
You always put me last.
That made me want to pop!
But I’m erasing all that, I feel so bad.
You just made me feel so not special, damn, it’s sad.
From the bottom of my heart I didn’t mean to let you go.
But what else was I supposed to do?
You kept making me feel so low.
I wish I could have stayed
But it wouldn’t have worked anyway.
Don’t worry I will keep taking the blame.
I am still gonna take the blame.
Tears of love and sadness fall down to my cheeks,
Why can’t I just let this love story end.
I need to let it be.
I miss you,
And god knows I do.
You’ll never again be with me.
And I’ll never again be with you.
