Are you really my friends?

I'm sick of people pretending to be my friend,
and say they will keep my secrets till the end,
but then they talk about me behind my back,
it just shows me the friendship skills they lack,
why do they hate me so,
I'm not what they think I'm,
i cant believe our friendship is such a sham,
and i dint know who to trust anymore,
I'm full of pain and my heart is sore,
i don't even know if i have a real friend,
that will stick by my side till the end,
where do i go and who do i turn to,
i don't know who to talk to, i have no clue,
so tell me do i really have friends,
or will i be alone till the end..

**this is to all those so called friends that keep saying things about me behind my back and say they are my friends....**