Life is so painful

Why's he looking over here?
maybe he has seen my tears
I have been crying all day long
does he know he judged me wrong?

He doesn't know just how i feel
life can be so unreal
my friends embarrass me more and more
even if i'm just at the store

i guess they just don't understand
life is more than a rubber band
it stretches out then snaps right back
then it breaks into several cracks

when do i tell him?What?RIght now?
But i have no clue..please tell me how
life is sad,and so unfair
and it is hard to fix or repair

PLEASE VOTE THANK YOU!!!