Don't know who to turn to
Don't know what to do
This Pain runs so deep inside my body
Underneath my smile
Underneath it all
I'm so lost, alone, confused
No-one can help
It's all too hard
It's all too much
Want to give in
Want to give up
Don't have anything to live for
Nothing to keep me here
They seem to care now
But would they care if I was gone?
Would anyone even notice
With every cut the pain fades
I can go on for a little longer
Pretending to be happy
Pretending to care
I feel so alone
You being here would make everything so different
Maybe I wouldn't have done these things I regret
Maybe I wouldn't feel this way
I try to stop the tears
I try to hold back
To hide it all away
but when I'm alone it all overcomes me
The tears fall down and I ask..
"why me, why me?"