It’s not enough to cry, because afterwards it still hurts
Being stabbed from behind, but like numbness in my mind.
Imagine being blind and deaf to everyone except you.
I listened when you taught me how to love,
But I missed the part about how to stop too.
Now there’s this sadness that I hide, but somehow you can see
There’s so much I want to share, things Im scared you’ll never hear
For now I’ll just beg for you to keep in touch,
If I were too loose you I would be loosing so much, too much.
Letting you see this sorrow would mean letting you go.
There’s nothing I can do or say to make you want to stay,
Somehow in some obsessed way, I can’t help how it makes me smile
Hilarious how I have nothing If I don’t have you, Stay in my arms just once
Be mine one night, so I can once more run, cry and fight.
Then tomorrow I’ll fall in to reality and let the pain return again.
