I Want Someone To Love

Its funny how the people you love
Wont even give you a second look
But the people that you don’t love
Seem like they are hooked

I have always fallen for the ones
I can never have
And I am always the one
Broken hearted and always sad

No one ever sees the pain
I hide it so very well
But if you really took the time to look into my eyes
You would be able to tell

I always fake a smile
And pretend like nothing is wrong
I pretend that I am so happy
And I've been happy all along

But that’s not true
And probably never will be
I will probably never find someone
Who will just love me for me

What could I have possibly done
So wrong
To be punished like this
The pain has been there for so long

I long to hear someone say "I love you"
I long to have someone hold me tight
I long for someone to actually care
And I long for someone to kiss me goodnight

I ask god every night
To send someone into my life that cares
But I guess he doesn’t hear me
Cause they are still unanswered prayers

Everyone always says the day will come
When you will find someone who loves you too
But I am starting to believe that
That isn't true

I always sit on my bed and wonder
Will I ever find true love?
Will someone ever truly love me?
Or am I just not good enough?

I guess I'll keep wondering
And maybe my prayers will be heard
But to me that sounds too good to be true
And absolutely absurd

I guess I will just walk through this life
All alone
Hoping to find someone but I cant change god's "master" plan
My fate is already set in stone

So I now give up and leave it up to him
I have given up wanting something I may never have
I sit here and wonder
Will I always be this sad?

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