-Dear God
I want to die
I want to be dead
I want to leave this place
And be with you instead
Me and you, we need a plan
A death plan, but it can't look intentionally
Give me cancer and I'll rot away
Let me go to a big city and get shot down
I'll go to a party and someone will put drugs in my drink
It could be a hit and run
Or I'll get drowned in a lake
Anyway is fine with me, Just
Let John know I loved him and wanted him more than anyone ever
Let my dad know I'm not trying to hurt him, just me
Let my mom know she was really good to me
Let my sisters know I have confidence in them, they can by anything they want to be
And thanks Lord for letting me live on Earth,
I just don't think it was meant for me
Amen-