You say i shouldn't cut when you do your doing the same
I'm just curious, i hate myself and for that I'm ashamed
i want to feel that thrill of seeing my blood on the sink
To do something without having to think
I want to feel my own pain
I want to look at my pillow and find my blood thats stained
because one little drop explains my life
It explains why my best friend is my knife
It shows that i am human and i feel too
That in a way I'm different but just like you
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another poem i wrote at the spur of the moment its 2:09 November, 2004 plz vote it means a lot 2 me
*im not a cutter thanx 2 my best friend DEADINSIDE. I wont start to cut..buts it been on my mind..alot
nancy i luv u
