Pain

It lies within me, with nowhere to go. It hides behind lies, so that it won’t be found. But how can I let you know what I feel, when I’m confused? The days are black, and the nights never end. The ghost like memories of my past haunts me in my dreams. They cover me with darkness that covers my eyes, and made my heart a grave. I can’t explain to you what I feel, besides the pain that never ends. It hides behind lies, and grows everyday. I tell you I’m ok, and that you don’t have to worry. My smile is a shield so that your days may stay in the light. In know you want to help; by saying you’re ok. But your smile is fake, hiding your tears.