More times than I can count. That's the worst feeling in the world. I'm really sorry and I hope things get better for you :-( ~dandy~

millions of times i have felt like that. but today i have found out that some people do care about me. i have been waiting for so long for someone to care. friday i just gave up and took some pills. and well it was a scary experience. i wrote a poem about it called Took Some Pills. but i think i have learned my lesson. i say i think because tomorrow is another day and i do not know what will happen. maybe more pain. i guess what i'm trying to say is that if you feel like this talk to someone. if you want you can email me. take care...