Why ?????

I came home one night..
he was der looking for a fight..
he screamed and yelled..
but all did was i ignored!

i walked off thinking its over..
he came running into my room.
grabbed me by the hair,
slammed me againts the wall..

his breath smelt like beer,
my head was filled with fear
his eyes were bloodshot red
as he threw me againts the bed.

i wanted to scream
but when i tried nothing wud come out!
i shoved and pushed
but nothing worked!

he slapped once, then twice!
i thought to myself.
no god please.. not this time!
how cud my onw dad do dis 2me!??

i felt so grose, as he ripped of my shirt..
i started kicking but it wasnt helping..
then finally i started yelling!
"dad please stop"

its like he was deaf!
he undid his pants and spread my legs!
form this point i knew i cdnt do much.
i jst let the tears fall!

he got what he wanted..
my own dad raped me!
he made me promise
i wouldnt tell any one!

i herd the car pull inot the drive way.i ran to the bathroom,,
cuz my legs were covered in blood!
i thught my tears cuz forma flood!

i coudnt belive what just happend!
nor did he only rape me! he took my virginity!
form this point on i dont wana life known my own dad Fu*d me!