I cant feel this pain anymore
its going so fast
now I'm on the floor
the blood I see means nothing anymore
for my hearts so broken
now I'm asking for more
I see blurs of what appears to be death
its all my fault
but I do not regret
My cuts are numb
they hurt no more
was I really what my mom called a wore?
It don't matter now
deaths almost here
I ve waited for this moment for so many years
I feel it
its taking over my soul
Now I'm a spirit
no longer a whole
I didn't say good bye
and I don't really care
For my mother I know wont even shed a tear.
