Lost

Popping pills
and cheap thrills
what's life really about?

depression leads to suicide
and suicide leads to pain
and thats my whole world
put on replay again

sometimes i wake up
wanting to die
i sit and ask myself "why?"

the answers i do not find
i feel like i have been left behind

left behind in misery
some people think they can see
who i really am
but i cant even find me

I'm lost in my world of sadness
i cant come to grips
with reality
i guess
me being happy forever
is just not meant to be