I'm sorry
I never get things right
I'm forever hurting you
but do you feel the pain I do?
Do you feel alone
Like no-one cares?
because I do
You found out the truth
You saw my wrists
You saw the scars
the ones I force upon myself
You made me promise
Promise never again would I self-mutilate
but I ask you how can I not?
It's my only escape
You check my arm everyday
For anymore signs of my imperfections
I wish I was strong like you
You've thought about it
but never followed through
Maybe it's because you have something to live for
You've got hopes and dreams
You want to grow up
You believe in light at the end of the tunnel
I don't
I don't care
death may be the perfect gift
not yet though for I have promised
I don't want to hurt you
It's not going to be another broken promise
*~*~*:.:This Is written for my friend Shelley, she found out I was Cutting n made me promise to not to anymore...I haven't cut since but I know I will eventually..It's not very good but please Rate and Comment!!:.:*~*~*
