You hurt me

I'm hurt and i don't want to feel it, i hurt so much i can't bare crying,
if i do i won't be able to stop.

i hide everything from everyone else around me,
i dont want them to know
i don't want peoples pitty
they don't understand.

i hate you, i hate you so much... you make me have feelings of pain, death and loneliness
i don't want to be around anymore..

i don't want to think the things i think

and feel the things i feel.

things will never be ok.

i don't want you, i don't want you anymore.

you've hurt me once i don't need anymore

your first love is someone your remember forever.

i don't want to remember you.
i don't want to remember you at all.

you made me suffer
suffer with so much pain,
i feel like a fool.

you never wanted me in the first place,
all along you were lying, cheating and breaking my heart.

looks like I'm the one to leave

don't say you never lied to me because then again that's another lie.

love Becomes part of a relationship, you expect me to stay around while it happens.

i feel so.. embarrassed, like a fool, i feel stupid.

i feel boxed in, and i can't escape.

i stop breath, there is no air.

your happy, fine be that way

but I'm not.

doesn't make me feel any better after you talk to me,
doesn't change anything for me.

i felt i had an extra reason for my dreams to come true, they became real...

they were shattered like glass.