Let go

Everyday more problems to bare
making you wonder if people truly care
why go on living when you don't know what your living for
are you living to be teased living to be called a wh**e

why live and wanna die
but to this world it seems hard to say good bye
but your finally find this one guy
the one who makes you feel special
the one who wont let you cry

everything goes perfect for a while
then some thing happens soon you become like a child
you find out your pride and joy thinks your best friends cute
and you wish and hope these words aren't true

why does he think shes cute why doesn't he just love you
when he said he loved you you felt that these words were true
but now your not to sure and your confused
you feel lost feel used

why don't you just let go of it
don't throw a fit
just let go
but your not sure you even wanted to know

but your glad you know
and see how it shows
hes always talking to her smile so wide
this just happens and you wanna die

but he doesn't get it why it matters so much
you know you love him you know its not just a crush
but you wonder more if he feels this very same way
or are you the only one and wish for a new day

it matters so much to me
because I'm in love with you and if you are with me its hard to see
you see him so happy around her and he doesn't seem like that around you
so thought race fast through your head ARE HIS FEELINGS TRUE

why does she seem to make him so happy the way I want him to be around me
I don't get why all this is hard for them to see
they don't get why I take every thing so seriously why I don't know what to do
but no matter what I always seem to love you

but I'm not sure whats all getting me
why I think I should be your one your only
and you don't get it but when your not around I feel so lonely
and every things confusing hard to see

you look so different when your around her and so different then that around me
some reason you have no Idea what I see
I see you happy which is what I want but I wish I could only be happy to
but what seems to come first right now is you

I only wish you knew what was going threw my head
because not everything I'm thinking can be sweetly said
why cant I just let it go
why do I wish I never got to know