Redundancy

Your eyes destroy me inside
Your smile sends my heart on a slide
Slipping deeper into hurt
With each passing word

Every glimpse every glance
Memories of past romance
Painful hoping
Forever groping
My soul,
Infecting my whole.

Redundancy in my mind
my heart, and even my rhymes
I say the same over and again
I cant believe were now just friends

Think of each as a draft
A visual aid of my unease
At handling how to explain this through my craft
Something so complicated
Complex in its simplicity
The way I quickly feel unappreciated
The way she no longer felt the electricity.

Living life because “what happens when you die?”
Enduring each and every moment with a sigh.
Darkness is now my sanity
The word happy is now profanity.