I try to think positively,
that never seems to help.
I want to see him, hear his voice, feel his lips touch mine again.
But at the same time I'm trying to get over him.
I realize both is not an option.
I put myself in more and more pain everytime
I call.
For that split second I am happy.
The time left over is full of sadness.
Not only am I in love with him,
but what's worse is I feel this hopeless love will never end.
