For you, i'm sorry..screw the phone

Why do i try when i know it's not going to matter. i should be devoted to you and nobody else.

I've lied and flirted.... made you worry. and yet your clueless. i want to tell you but screw the phone. the distance is to far?i need to be with you. close to you feel your heart against mine.

these excuses our false, untrue. i just need something to blame it on. if only i could hold you everyday. be by your side... is what i say. but what do i mean? i don't no who i like? not to mention love. no one understand this?i no i love you but how can i? I'm way too young, arnt, i?

why do i do this. i make a mess for myself? making me worry.

gradually I'm going to hurt you and for this I'm sorry. all we have is the phone and i learned to love you by that. so screw the phone you really don't no me. but you no me the best? why am i such a mess?