I drag the blade across my wrist
the wounds are real
there is no twist
i feel like i am blind
and can not see
i can not see reality.
the pain is all real
but you can not see
the pain i feel within me
i know you care
well so you say
but you don't know how much I'm hurting
it won't go away
i have no one to run to
and no where to hide
i cant take this crap anymore
when you get home
i will be dead
i will lay this note
next to me on my bed!
