Fear

For the first time in weeks the smile has come off my face.
I became terrified today.
I became chilled and started to shake.
The reality started to take.
I realized I could lose you.
The one I love.
We aren't together like the way we should and it's not like we don't wanna we wish we could.
Our friendship means more to us than any love could.
The thought of losing you is too near in mind.
As much as I want it you're not really mine.
My life without you, would be anything but fine.
But there I go over thinking everything and trying to rhyme.
All I can do is be honest with you.
I love you with each passing day and without you I couldn't find my way.
You know me and all that I am.
Yet you still love me and I have to say I love you too Sam.