The love that I hold for you is so very real
Yet there is a pain that I keep that I cannot reveal
Deep down inside your all I hold dear
But also inside there are things that I fear
We say we are soul mates our lives forever intertwined
I believe this is true forever in my mind
Yet this pain deep inside does nothing to ease my fear
While there you are and I am still here
All I want is to change things for the better
Crumple the distance and be yours forever
Though this fear that I have in my heart I retain
I hope that what we have will never be in vain
Ive lost you once a pain I thought I would never endure
But now I fear like that is something I cannot ensure
So many things have been conjured up to test us
Tear at our love for each other and try to get the best of us
We have made it through our love standing tall
Yet this pain inside makes me fear it may fall
I wish I knew why it is I feel this way
Why I fear like in the end it will fray
I cant bare to lose you not ever again
Yet the fear that is there I will always attain
I don’t want to feel this way alone in the dark
The loneliness in my mind has always been marked
I wish I knew what exactly you were feeling
Because forever my heart you will be stealing
I know for sure that I am yours forever
And I hope that you are mine as a part of that endeavor
I love you so much with all of my heart forever increasing
I don’t want to feel any more pain, which does not seem to be ceasing
I want me to be yours and you to be mine
Forever as soulsoul mates lives always to intertwine
I want you to be happy no matter the cost
Because without you forever I will be lost
Not finding myself over the course of my life
Has caused me so much pain and strife
When I found you, you ended the pain
No more heartache for me to gain
I thought no harm would come to our love
Forever to spread and fly like the wings of a dove
One fateful night caused everything to change
Then everything returned, a fear without range
It came to overwhelm without stamina or style
I lost you that night even if only for awhile
Now that fear is forever to remain
The fear that I may not keep you I have obtained
Every night I worry with such haste and more
To think that I may no longer be the one you adore
I close my eyes and I see your sweet face
Longing to feel the warmth of your embrace
Yet I open my eyes and there is nothing there
I begin to cry into the darkness I stare
