Dear mama

Yesterday mama told me to go on and kill myself
And I will mama tonight on November the 12th
Don’t worry it won’t hurt because I’ll do it right
I’ll die when I close my eyes and sleep tonight
I do anything to make your life more better
But first I decided to write you a letter

Dear mama,
I love you with everything I got
I love you even if you love me not
It’s like I’m addicted to everything you do
And I’m sorry for everything that I put you through
When I’m gone you will always be in my heart
I Love you even after death do us part
Yesterday you said go on and kill yourself
And I will mama tonight on November the 12th

Don’t worry mama I will be Okay
I have to be near you just one last day
I wanted you to love me but I guess you don’t
I wanted to make you see me but I guess you won’t
I think and dream about you every night
I want to be near you even when your not in sight
I try mama please believe me I really do
So my death will be my last gift to you
Yesterday you said go on and kill yourself
And I will mama tonight on November the 12th

You hate me but I love you and that’s what matter
It’s almost time for me to climb up heavens latter
Don’t be mad but I took all your sleeping pills
And I didn’t have time to create a will
I know that lately your life been really crappy
So my death should make you really happy
Yesterday you said go on and kill yourself
And I will mama tonight on November the 12th