When the boiling point comes
to where you're not even sure of what you're running from
that you've locked all of it inside
and the moment comes for you to decide
is this where and who i want to be
in two minutes from now or for all of eternity
will life forever go on this way
is this what i will have to live with each day
for every moment, every second
of my life until death is beckoned
to take me away to that special place
but now is when i have to face
everything that composes my world
whether sadness and depression are unfurled
or locked away within me
where every bad feeling should be
so that i can walk around with a big smile
no matter how deep i am in denial
to make everyone think that i am OK
the habit i started on that horrid day
