Why didnt you catch me

Everyone wonders why i sit up front
on our school bus
I don't want to be blunt
i know its not a plus

you site in back
with all your "friends"
watching my back
while slowly my life ends

i sit up front to watch you
not looking right at you tho
i watch you in the mirror..
and i watch my life go..

I wish i could tell you how i felt
i have wrote many poems about it all
i wish with the sound of your voice
i wouldn't melt..
i feel 2 feet tall

I found out today that you do like me
thats if he didn't lie
he says hes your friend and knows all about me
anyone can read me as easy as pie

so as i sit up front on our school bus
i watch your brown hair, and your beautiful eyes
I watch you talk to HER and talk to him
i watch you threw my blurry eyes..

Everynite as i cry my self to sleep,
i ask my self
WHY DID YOU FALL FOR HIM?
and then another question hits me..WHY DIDN'T YOU CATE ME?