Thanks for Life

Death seems to be the only way out
I pray for the courage every night
that one day i can awake to die
That I'd be able to take the blade
and with pressure slice ever so deeply
To take one last glance at the world
And to have no regrets
Because after all,
I didn't ask to be here in the first place
Why place me with such surroundings?
Why this father of hurtful words and fists?
Why this mother who claims I'm a mistake?
Why did this have to be my future?
The future of nothing.
But that is after all what i am...
Nothing... nothing at all....