I try to make you listen.
i try to make you learn.
why don't you believe me?
do you wish for my heart to burn?
you think i do it for attention.
you constantly think I'm a lie.
i cant believe you think this way.
you make me want to cry.
I'm sorry I'm not happy.
and I'm sorry I'm not bright.
i just want this all to end.
i hate this never ending fight.
i cry time and time again.
i feel helpless and lost.
i guess I'm a bad person.
and i should pay the cost.
sadness must be expensive.
it hurts way to much.
i just wish i could feel something.
maybe a human touch?
i long to feel something besides numbness.
and i long for something to live for.
i don't understand why life has to suck.
or why it had to come knocking on my door.
please just go away.
i never wanted you here.
please just go away.
you are my never ending fear.
