Close my eyes.
And I saw your face.
I will wash it all away.
From my memories.
Your love is meaningless.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let someone get that close?
Why did she do that to me?
Why couldn't she let me down easy?
A love so pure and full.
And crushed by ignorence and left so desolate.
Misery felt in my soul.
Patience has tested my mind.
Breaking my concentration.
Waking up in a cold sweat.
All for you.
Dreams haunt my every thought.
But can you tell me.
What am i supposed to be?
Darkness has surrounded me.
Don't let me die here.
Don't let me...
DIE HERE.
All I wanted was something you couldn't give.
Perhaps a life you couldn't live.
Alone I write this.
A pen drops to the floor.
A dark dream haunts me.
A lesson forgotten.
Living blindly.
Waiting for something else.
Pain has made me feel alive.
I make myself bleed.
It makes me believe.
That somehow i still suceed.
Sitting in total darkness.
I'm all alone....
To my raindancer...how's that for blushing sweetness...
