I wake up in a cold sweat.
These dreams hit me like a set.
One right after the other.
One after another.
Still I try to sleep.
With me a secret I keep.
A secret of thought.
Because your all that I've got.
But you have a secret as well.
I asked you but you wouldn't tell.
My secret is about you.
I don't know what to do.
These dreams make me suffer at my own cost.
These dreams make me feel lost.
Burning in the bottom of my soul.
All of a sudden I don't want anymore.
Sick and tired of the silence i portray.
I want to tell you but can't find the words to say.
I find the words to say.
But then you walk away.
I can't seem to do anything right.
So I end my life tonight.
Before I pull the trigger i scream.
I wake up from a painful dream...