I wanna die

I think I want to die
Because I feel it everyday
A banging pounding in my head
A little voice that wants me dead.
I can’t ignore the voice that speaks so loud.
It drives me hard flat into the ground
I want to slice my body open bit by bit
On the chance that something held deep inside
Will ease the pain I suffer everyday
And offer a solution to the pain.
If there was only some tablet
That could make me better
I’d take so many I’d OD,
And then people might see
The pain I’m in.
I want this buzzing in my head
Leave me alone and let me sleep
Let me live and let me breathe
Then slice me open at the neck.
I want to die
I think the message here is simple
I want to die.
I don’t care if it hurts
I’m almost dead already.
If only I could cry.
It wouldn’t help
It would only make me sure
I want to die.