What am i left with...? (feed back please)

Now i know
she is your everything
just let it show
don't hide anything

i don't enjoy
this pain i feel
but to make you happy
i tell you i can deal

friends are the ones
who cheer you up,
when you're down
but seeing you & her,
together,
makes me frown

i want to
stop pretending,
because i know this time
there won't be a
fairy tale ending