Alone Without A Home

She walks alone
In the empty streets
Her feet race
Her heart beats

Her Legs were leading her
To the no where
Her Life was empty
No one seemed to care
Life was cruel to her
Life was so unfair

She hugged herself tightly
Trying to feel safe
She looked at her reflection
Trying to recognize that face
She looked at the houses crazily
Trying to find her place

She forgot what does it feel
To have a home
To have a place to sleep in
From the midnight until the dawn
To settle in one place
Without needing to roam

She forgot what does it mean
To have a Something Called a Family
To laugh and smile
To live this life happily
To have someone who loves her
Over mill her with flattery

Five years have passed
Since the last day she saw her mommy
Five years since she felt the warmth of her hug
Hearing Her sweet voice calling her honey
She never missed her before, But today she did
She thought that it was funny
She was lost and scared
Without cloths, food, or money

Her dad was never home
Always away .. In his own world
But if he came back , he would beat them
Without an explanation .. without a word
Her mom never refused
That silence killed her like a sword

She couldn't’t live like that
She packed her things and walked away
Not knowing where to go
Not having a way
Not knowing what to do
Not having what to say
She just left …
And wasnwansack since that day

She was broken
Very weak inside
Never trusted anyone
All what they said were lies
She tried to forget her past
To leave all that pain behind
But the wound was very deep
She couldncouldn'te
Her past will be always there
Saved in her tired miserable mind

She started to ran
Moving really fast
Running away from everything
Running away from her past
She ran , ran , and ran
Used her energy until its last

Her face reddened
Her heart ached
She saw everything upon her eyes
Her father , everything he faked

She hated him
From all her heart
She removed him from her life
He was no more a part

She missed her mom
She wanted to see her and hug her forever
Never leave her again
Wanted them to be together

Suddenly she found her self
Standing in her building .. her own floor
She ringed the bell
She banged on the door
She had suffered a lot
She could bare no more

Her Mommy opened the door
She fell in great shock
She hugged her right away
Without giving her another look

They held each other
Together they started to cry
Her mom said that she missed her
After her girl left , she wanted to die
She was miserable without her daughter
The one that left her without even one cold goodbye

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She started to live life again
Opened a new chapter in her life
Sometimes the past came to her
Hitting her like a knife

But at least this time she had her mother
With great love , always being there
She has someone that loves her
Someone that shows great care

At least now she has a home
Somewhere where she belongs
Someone to guide her
Tell her what's right and what's wrong
Aren't these the things she wanted ?
The things Avril wished for in her latest Song ?