Dear Ryan

Dear Ryan,

I can only think about you
How weird you make me feel inside
You find the real me
In some kind of twisted way

It don't ever seem to fade
You make me nice
Sweet and Kind
You came into my soul

And Made me whole
I know I roll my eyes at you
Whenever you decide to dace like a fool
But you make me laugh

You're a good friend of mine
Though I hate
All those girls you hang around
Make me so jealous deep down inside

But yet you find away
To make time
Not for anyone but me
You make me feel important

Though I act like I don't give a loop
In reality I just want to sit in your lap
With no one but you and me
Just to be tight tougher

I have a feeling
That you and me
Would never be
But yet I just can't help the way I feel

I find myself drifting
Apart from reality
Into a dream world
Where you and I could be together

Maybe even for ever
I haven't had a crush since seventh grade
Now i realize that I have a new one
And its you

A sat for I can say this is more than a crush
It's me and you
I guess what I'm trying to say is I love you
I know it seems weird

And its been my worst feelings
Knowing how you feel
About all of this
I know it is a big mess

You probably cant coup
I cant hide my feelings
No longer
I'm sorry I haven't told you

I'm sorry that I'll never
Be able to give this
To you

I won't be able to handle the strong rejection
That is going to be coming with this
I needed to express my feelings
Some how, some way

Your Friend,
Melinda