YOU LEFT ME ALONE

I hate it that you don't just understand i hate that you just don't listen your a drunk; stop! why do you do this to your self why do you poison your body? i hate hearing you argue i hate to know that your being taken away i hate to even think of that day it could of been stopped you could of just stayed home but you went and partied and left me all alone you took from me what i love the most thats her long warm embrace and from you i see the beer that now rules your face; your nothing anymore but to me you will always be why are you so stupid did you do it intentionally? why couldn't you stop? why couldn't you just let things go? NO! I hate this JOE! your a drunk a loser and always have been it hurts to tell you this but you need to know maybe then your true side will begin show, i know your not like this but then i see what you've done, you couldn't just stop and help you just hit and run! she was 36 and a mother of two now she lays beaten in the I.C.U! why did you do it Joe didn't you know i call her mom? didn't you know she was your mother too and shes the one who gave birth to you? but now shes slowly being taken to the angels up above i remember before it happened she had just given me a hug, she had just told me she loved me and that there was still hope for you now i wonder does she still think thats and if she feels that its true? i cant believe it i just don't know what to say why did you have to be drunk and driving that very same way? she was gonna go pick up the groceries and then head straight back home but you! you took her and left me alone!