The pain that hasn't gone for so many years
The eyes that cried so many tears
The wrist that had been slit
The heart that had been rip
My life wasn't the same
When that day came
The day when you came in my room and had your way
The day I cried, and the day i found a friend
My knife
So many years I turned to it
Deep down it made me feel
Like I was healed
But in my heart was a hole
And I had no soul
People looked at me weird
But I sat up, like i had no fears
Deep down I had a fear
A fear of you and what you like to do
But in the end
I turned to a real friend
Who helped me threw the years
And now I don't cry those tears
I have a heart that is whole
And my soul is gold
But still I turn to the other friend
To relieve the pain within
